[Chris V]

I used to be really happy before I was 25-years-old, but I got subjected to bad violence, no-one had any sympathy with me, if it was provoked it would've been understanable, but it was unprovoked & other people spoke to me as if it was somehow my fault. There was no chance of the police getting involved.

It's ruined my life, I don't want to live anymore, I lied on my website, it's because in the year 2000 I was around people who I thought were O.K, & they subjected my to a horrific assualt for no reason. Unprovoked. I want to kill myself, end it all.

[rabidbadger]

Chris

You shouldn't be thinking like that.

You are stronger than that and if you were to killl yourself then whoever was violent to you has ruined your whole life rather than just part of it.

Prove that you can overcome it. It will take time yes but please don't let it beat you.

Chris

[Chris V]

Sorry, I lied on my site, violence & blood, that's all I can say. The man/men who did this to me are still around, it was an unprovoked attack. That's why I had anxiety all along, violence. They get away with it, & I just feel like killing myself.

[Chris V]

Yes, I've spoken to the Smaritans, but these guys are a real threat, I wish they would die, but I have to live scared.

[bella]

Hi Chris V

I think you have issues that this site cant deal with, I think you need to speak to somebody, maybe go and see the doctor. I have read many of your posts and this is unusual, the first time you have spoke of this. Carrying this with you is obviously causing severe problems. I strongly urge you to to get help (even if you do not go through the police route)

Considering killing yourself should be setting the warning lights off. You know when you are in a stable frame of mind that this is not right, you have advised people yourself about these feelings.

Please, please get it sorted

Nobody/Nothing is worth giving up on life for.

All the Best

Bella

[Squatbetty]

Hi ChrisV

I can understand not feeling able to go to the police - people don't for lots of reasons - have you tried speaking to the Samaritans or a victims of violence support group?