Like an Old Friend I'm Back and in a bad way

Sorry for not being about for a while; I suppose when feeling well I just thought I was ok and was really selfish in not logging on.

I went for a while with no problems, but I changed jobs in October hoping to get away from the cause of my problems only to find them following me big style and now I feel worse than ever.

I really cannot stop crying over the most stupid of things and the PA's have increased because I have now realised the cause and can't get rid of him - my former boss as he is ringing me and spreading rumours etc. Why is he being so spiteful?

Water bottle is no longer working, I now have physical pain as well - don't know whether to se my GP as not sure if this is actual pain or just me being me.

I have got myself 2 little kittens who are both 11 weeks old now and havingthem curl up on my lap purring is very very relaxing; but I can't take them to work which is where my main problem lies and I can't afford to give up work as I am the only one int he family earning.

Apologies...................... really feeling down and desperate

At least I know where not to look now! I thought that I could trust people on here and ask for advice - or should I have re-registered and posted "I'm new ..............."

hi tigger im sorry to hear how you are feeling. maybe it would be a good idea to see your doctor,even if you dont want to take meds councelling may help.
the longer you leave it the harder it will get as im sure you know.
i was feeling very low and getting angry and crying all the time as well as experiencing depersonalisation everyday and i went to my doctors but wouldnt take meds because i was scared of the side effects but about a month and half ago i started taking citalopram 10mg then 20mg and it as calmed me down a lot and i feel better even though not 100%

as for your former boss you really dont need to put up with him treating you this way.

hope i have helped

take care

kitkat

Hi Tigger

Sorry to read about your troubles and I sympathise with your anxiety issues completely.

As for your ex-boss, what is the price of changing your phone number compared to a little peace of mind?

Chris x