wynt
06-02-05, 11:52 PM
hello there fellow anxiety and panic attack sufferers!
my name is wynton, im 29 and ive been suffering from panic attacks (anxiety) since i was 15-16. thats nearly half my life!
so it all started when my parents split up and i got into drugs, smoking dope, doing gas. ( i cringe when i think about it ) but i have to let it all out.
over the years it got worse. and so bad that i thought i was dyeing.
i went to the doctors every week and felt stupid.
i limited my life to were i could go and what i could do!
so i tried various drugs like betta blockers, valium, prozac, ect ect ect,
god knows what ive had!
after all these years i thought i would have grown out of it all by know! but its still there.
besides the anxiety, for about the last 4 years or so ive also been getting what i thought was vertigo or something,
this ones quite hard to explain! i dont feel dizzy and im not so scared of heights. but when im walking along or traveling in a car, i feel as if i going downhill, as in straight down, and sometimes like i could just fall in to it all!
so its like a constant feeling of looking down. (does that make sence ?)
its f*c*iN horrible.
does any one else experience this or am i the only one!
anxiety doesnt seem so bad when you get this.\
and it doent leave me like panic attacks do its always there!
so any one out there feeling like me ( please let me no )
sorry for going on.
im such a laid back guy. still after all these years.
and i no that relaxing tapes and exersize can help, but what about this feeling of of falling or like im tavelling downwards. whats all that about.
thanks for reading.
cheers wynt.
my name is wynton, im 29 and ive been suffering from panic attacks (anxiety) since i was 15-16. thats nearly half my life!
so it all started when my parents split up and i got into drugs, smoking dope, doing gas. ( i cringe when i think about it ) but i have to let it all out.
over the years it got worse. and so bad that i thought i was dyeing.
i went to the doctors every week and felt stupid.
i limited my life to were i could go and what i could do!
so i tried various drugs like betta blockers, valium, prozac, ect ect ect,
god knows what ive had!
after all these years i thought i would have grown out of it all by know! but its still there.
besides the anxiety, for about the last 4 years or so ive also been getting what i thought was vertigo or something,
this ones quite hard to explain! i dont feel dizzy and im not so scared of heights. but when im walking along or traveling in a car, i feel as if i going downhill, as in straight down, and sometimes like i could just fall in to it all!
so its like a constant feeling of looking down. (does that make sence ?)
its f*c*iN horrible.
does any one else experience this or am i the only one!
anxiety doesnt seem so bad when you get this.\
and it doent leave me like panic attacks do its always there!
so any one out there feeling like me ( please let me no )
sorry for going on.
im such a laid back guy. still after all these years.
and i no that relaxing tapes and exersize can help, but what about this feeling of of falling or like im tavelling downwards. whats all that about.
thanks for reading.
cheers wynt.
