anyone else here know what i mean?

hi, i am an anxiety suferer and have been for 2 years, but i never get used to it, evryday seems like i just became anxious, im fed up with living with a head like this and some days i just want to end it all and let it go. When something good happens, it ends up turning bad and i just feel like im hopeless, i always feel alone.
does anyone else here feel this way just so i know i am not alone

Hi,

I feel like that alot too. I have social anxiety and generalized anxiety and it sucks. I agree with you that good things always turn bad. There's not really anything you can do, except just hold on. Maybe you should find something fun to distract during hard times, like making music or computer games or anything. Just hold on.
Pm me if you want to talk.

Monique

Hey, I dont really feel that way, but i tried smoking pot once and it send me into a panic attack, a really bad panic attack, and then once night at a movie thearter i thought about that panic attack and this time with out even going near pot i got one, and had to go home. then they went away, and i never really got one, then yesterday for some stupid reason i decided to try it again, i dont smoke pot but friends were doing it and i said what the hell, now when ever i got one before, i went to sleep and when i woke up they were gone, this time i got one and went home it wasnt severe but it wasnt good either, i ended up fighting it and trying to go back out, what i just wasnt having it, i was hearing things differntly, the way i viewd things changed, really odd, i wasnt my orignal self, and i was experiecning anything like my original self, and now today it hasnt gone away, i hope it doesnt stay like this.. can anyone relate?