hello this is my story

hello my name is anglina ballerina i have just came across this website while trying to find out some more about my condition i was diganosed with generalised anxiety soon after the birth of my son two years ago. It was a relief to know there was some reason for my strange behaviour. I now belive I have suffered for years my husband once said i would worry about having nothing to worry about it figures he was right. it sgood to know that other people understand what this disorder is like. The worst thing I find is trying to explain my feelings to other people the most annoying thing is when people tell me to get on with it, chill out, or my husbands favourire give ya self a shake. i find people can be supportive for a limited amount of time sometimes i feel like my head is going to burst with all the thoughts going round in my head. I am 33 years old and have two kids who I adore and sometimes feel I dont deserve. anyway enough about me hope i can make friends with someone who knows what im going through.

Hello Angelina!

If i had a penny for everytime i heard "chill out" or "dont let it get to ya" and blah blah blah i'd be able to buy myself some health insurance! lol! I dont have kids but im sure dealing with an Anxiety disorder and having the responsibility of being a mom is no picnic (unless its a picnic in hell haha!).

Whats worse is you seem to feel very alone and thats very common with Anxiety sufferers. However you are not alone. I can relate to the worrying about that fact that there is nothing to worry about. Sometimes life will be going very smooth for me and i find myself thinking "Now this is odd. I feel like im doing really good" and thats right when anxiety creeps up on me.

People who do not have an anxiety/panic disorder just dont understand. Sometimes trying to educate them seems pointless.