JoaoPaulo
23-05-05, 05:28 PM
Hi guys.
My name is Joao and I'm from Portugal.
I've been sufering from panick attacks and anxiety since I was 19 years old , in the next month I'll make 23.
My fear started when I realize that a young and healthy people could die in seconds without no warnings , like football players and basketball players.
I've made 6 EKG and one echocardiogram, but all the tests were normal.
That doesn't mean that my anxiety was gone. She is still here.
During more than a year I couldn't get out from home, I were always scaried , reading about sudden death...and became to fear panic attacks , because I fear any relation between them and sudden cardiac death.
Last years Micklos Feher (a player from my football team) died during a game , and my concerned reach the highest top.
I don't practic any kind of sports because I'm afraid of death , I don't smoke , I don't drink , I take Xanax , Psipax , adt25 and inderal 10mg.
I'm diferent from any guy of my age , because of my disease.
Sometimes I feel a little depression , because I've lost 3 years in the college and I can't manage with pression and stress.
That's my life ( something like life).
I would like to hear your opinions and advices too.
Thank you for this forum , that I had found yesterday.
Bye
PS: Sorry if there are any mistakes and grammar errors , but I'm not english, althought I can understand almost everything and speak fluently.
Sorry for the size of my first post.
My name is Joao and I'm from Portugal.
I've been sufering from panick attacks and anxiety since I was 19 years old , in the next month I'll make 23.
My fear started when I realize that a young and healthy people could die in seconds without no warnings , like football players and basketball players.
I've made 6 EKG and one echocardiogram, but all the tests were normal.
That doesn't mean that my anxiety was gone. She is still here.
During more than a year I couldn't get out from home, I were always scaried , reading about sudden death...and became to fear panic attacks , because I fear any relation between them and sudden cardiac death.
Last years Micklos Feher (a player from my football team) died during a game , and my concerned reach the highest top.
I don't practic any kind of sports because I'm afraid of death , I don't smoke , I don't drink , I take Xanax , Psipax , adt25 and inderal 10mg.
I'm diferent from any guy of my age , because of my disease.
Sometimes I feel a little depression , because I've lost 3 years in the college and I can't manage with pression and stress.
That's my life ( something like life).
I would like to hear your opinions and advices too.
Thank you for this forum , that I had found yesterday.
Bye
PS: Sorry if there are any mistakes and grammar errors , but I'm not english, althought I can understand almost everything and speak fluently.
Sorry for the size of my first post.
