Old_Anonymous_Members
29-03-05, 10:45 AM
Many apologies. I did not want to come across obnoxious(even though I probebly did), and thanks for your replies especially Charles.
I am very angry though about this situation I find myself in. I have been coping with Panic Attack for 15 years now and if I thought 15 years ago I would still be dealing with this I would have...Well I dont know. I just cant see myself coping with it for another 15 years which is why I want to sort it NOW!
My girlfriend actually found this site and told me to have a look as she trying to help me. It really affects our relationship even though I have her full support, but I dont want to be in this situation which why I battle with myself and ask WHY ME???I just want to lead a normal life (if there is one). I must admit it is good to air what I have got to say with others who suffer though. Funny thing is even though my Dad has got it, we cant speak about it because were worried that we take on each others effects by association. So I hit blank walls, because I'm to embarrassed to talk to others. Dont know why, stupid eh? Its affected my working life also. Many a time have I gone home due to feeling the effects of feeling panicy. Not even having one. Just scare of having one. When I do have one though it takes me out for about a week or so. No company will put up with that sort thing.
Another thing is that I can feel I could actually feel in my head and touch the part that makes me have this disorder.Actually touch it oin my brain. It's a funny tingling sensation. Dont know if anyone else has it, or am I just going nuts?
Wouldn't it be good if we could go and have a brain enema and it was sorted?? Keep replying anyone, it helps talking/typing about it!!
I am very angry though about this situation I find myself in. I have been coping with Panic Attack for 15 years now and if I thought 15 years ago I would still be dealing with this I would have...Well I dont know. I just cant see myself coping with it for another 15 years which is why I want to sort it NOW!
My girlfriend actually found this site and told me to have a look as she trying to help me. It really affects our relationship even though I have her full support, but I dont want to be in this situation which why I battle with myself and ask WHY ME???I just want to lead a normal life (if there is one). I must admit it is good to air what I have got to say with others who suffer though. Funny thing is even though my Dad has got it, we cant speak about it because were worried that we take on each others effects by association. So I hit blank walls, because I'm to embarrassed to talk to others. Dont know why, stupid eh? Its affected my working life also. Many a time have I gone home due to feeling the effects of feeling panicy. Not even having one. Just scare of having one. When I do have one though it takes me out for about a week or so. No company will put up with that sort thing.
Another thing is that I can feel I could actually feel in my head and touch the part that makes me have this disorder.Actually touch it oin my brain. It's a funny tingling sensation. Dont know if anyone else has it, or am I just going nuts?
Wouldn't it be good if we could go and have a brain enema and it was sorted?? Keep replying anyone, it helps talking/typing about it!!
